The world is really good. It's stupid. I'm not good. I miss who I was. I really love the world, my parents, my husband, my in-laws, my job, my friends,but I really hate myself.I used to be really lively, cheerful, naive and kind, but I became the opposite because of my ignorance.It's awful. I've lost the very person I was.But I really don't have a way back.Why did I inexplicably ruin my happy life? But it wasn't my intention!Now this negative energy I shouldn't exist. Only the lovely I should exist……I really regret it. If only I could turn back the clock to four months ago. I'm so stupid. how can the bones in my face move?I would still be happy and loving myself!I hope everyone is well!A wrong thought in passing！Sorry!