I must try to write my diary in English, which will help me improve my writeen English. I haven‘t write for a long time. now my job is searching the trade information,  and establish business relation with others from different countries.  So I have to sit in front of the the screent of  the computer for more than 10 hours. It‘s a little tried. But that‘s my job. In face if  I wish I can leave the office . and go  to the dormitry to reading. i don‘t know why. when I go back  I want to sleep. I always complain that why I am so lazy. I not feel good in my mind. Laster I went back to my sister ‘ home. and I told her I will jion the TEM-8. without confidence. I nearly don‘t want to have that exam. My sister ask me to have a try. and she give me her MP3 to listening English. .I know that she also need the MP3 . When she have the night -work , She can listen the music  to avoid sleeping. I felt self-condemned. 

These are what i want to say . but they are just so sample words , i hope that one day i can express myself with any word  including the complex.